hatebox

rich influencers. liars. perverts. sanctimonious people. politicians (they are all the previous 3 things). asinine internet discourse that doesn't impact the real world. disingenuous people. tiktok. people who want to buck columbine guys and other murderers. TERFs (normal transphobes are saints compared to those old hags). incels. old british people on twitter. teens who make a hobby out of cancelling people. most foods - i am a picky eater. most of all, STATISTS of all flavours.


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Full name: Z⁎⁎⁎⁎⁎ ⁎⁎⁎⁎⁎⁎

Nicknames: Nothing. Alternatively, my initial.

Birthplace: England.

Birthday: July, 2003.

Where Do You Live Now?: Still a Britbonger, unfortunately.

Parent(s): Paranoid and emotionally abusive mother; overweight but respectable father.

Sibling(s): One older brother.

Looks: 5'4"; blue-grey eyes; black bob hair; far too thin and pale, according to some people.

Favorite Animal(s): Cats and mice (but not together - that might get ugly).

Favorite TV Show(s): I prefer online videos, but I liked Daria. The Ren and Stimpy Show and Spongebob are also sentimental to me.

Favorite Kind(s) Of Music: Industrial, pop metal, punk and triphop.

Favorite Movie(s): As a former film & filmmaking student, I could go on for a while. Here's just a few recommendations: Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri (2017); Chinatown (1974); The Shining (1980); Kill Bill (2003, 2004); American Psycho (2000); Heathers (1988); Girl, Interrupted (1999); Trainspotting (1996); Kamikaze Girls (2004). See hearts_film.html for more.

School: I'm about to enter my best local university to do a meme culture/politics degree.

Future School: I would like to do a post-graduate thing and become an archivist. I don't know if I'll still want to do it when the time comes, though.

Future Job: I'd love to be an archivist of film or political history, but that's probably very competitive. I'm fine doing anything that earns me good money.

Boyfriend/Girlfriend: He is not officially my boyfriend for many reasons, but we seem to have reached some kind of agreement. Lol.

Best Buds: I have one, whom I just mentioned above. We mean quite a bit to each other.

Favorite Candy: Milk chocolate, and anything cherry or lemon flavoured.

Hobbies: Making music, writing, fashion, politics, deep Wikipedia browsing, and designing stuff like this site.

Things You Collect: Angels, porcelain dolls, other weird shit, red things, heart-shaped stuff, posters, clothes, Gothic&Lolita Bible issues.

Do You Have A Personal Phone Line: This questionnaire is ever so slightly dated.

Favorite Body Part Of The Opposite Sex?: Brains.

Any Tattoos And Where Of What?: None - I've wanted a tiny little alien on me somewhere for years, but still unsure on how to execute it. My first tattoo will either be an ankh or a butterfly.

Piercing(s) And Where?: One on each ear lobe and one on my right nostril - planning on getting more ear piercings.

What Do You Sleep in?: Just my undies, because I manage to overheat under my duvet no matter the season. Unless it is that cold, then a slip nightdress.

Do you like Chain Letters: They make me laugh.

Best Advice: Play the academics' shitty game during the education system to get the best results, even if you hate your work. You can be more authentic and interesting in your own time. Also, burning bridges is not always a bad thing.

Favorite Quotes: "Death seals the fate of every little fucking statist" - M⁎⁎⁎⁎⁎ ⁎⁎⁎⁎⁎⁎

Non-sport Activity You Enjoy: This implies that I enjoy sport, which I absolutely do not. I like walks, though.

Dream Car: One of those big boxy ones from the 80s or 90s.

Favorite Thing To Do In Spring: Hang out with people I like and use my computer.

What's Your Bedtime: Whenever I manage to fall asleep, which is either an insanely difficult task or it happens involuntarily.

Where Do You Shop?: eBay, Mercari and the edgelord containment stores in town.

Coke or Pepsi: I only drink water and lemonade.

Favorite Thing(s) To Wear?: My style is a spectrum, with an angry goth girl from the 90s on one end, and a depressed but cute femcel on the other. I've also had a small but growing oldschool lolita collection since 2019.

Favorite Subject(s) In School?: Film Studies and Music Tech.

Favorite Color(s): Red > black = grey > purple = pink > earthy green. I have thought about this a lot.

Favorite People To Talk To Online: M, J, K, other K and S.

Root-Beer or Dr. Pepper?: I only drink water and lemonade.

Do You Shave?: When I can be bothered.

Favorite Vacation Spot(s): Germany.

Favorite Family Member(s): My dad is the least offensive.

Did You Eat Paint Chips When You Were a Kid?: Not that I'm aware of.

Favorite CD you own: Bad Religion - Recipe for Hate; KMFDM - XTORT and [symbols]; Hole - Live Through This.

The ONE Person Who You Hate The Most: I could spend hours debating this, but right now it's my mother.

Favorite Food(s): Funny you should ask! I made a page about this. Read it here.

Who Is The Hottest Guy or Girl In The World?: Guy: M⁎⁎⁎⁎⁎. Girl: late 80s/early 90s Winona Ryder.

What Is Your Favorite Salad Dressing?: I can just about stand caesar dressing.

When You Die, Do You Wanna Be Buried or Burned Into Ashes?: Burial, either a small and secluded grave or with my grandmother.

Do You Believe In Aliens?: Of course. I might be one, to be honest.

If You Had The Chance To Professionally Do Something, What would You Do?: Direct films or sing & songwrite.

Things You Obsess Over: They change weekly, but I might add some persistent obsessions to the hearts page.

Favorite Day of the Week: Depends on when he's free.

A Teacher You Hate: My old drama teacher from secondary school had a 5-year-long personal vendetta against me. Her name alone gives me anxiety. If I ever saw her again, I would probably lose control and slap her in the face or something.

Favorite Disney Movie: I'm not really a fan. As a child I loved Snow White, though.

What Is Your Favorite Season?: Spring or Summer.

What Toppings Do You Like On Your Pizza?: Pepperoni and chilli peppers.

Do You Like Your School Food Itself (As In The District Food): I only ever tried it once at sixth form. I had a pasty, and it was very overpriced and not so good. I think there was a hair in it, too. As for secondary school, I don't remember.

If You Could Live Anywhere, Where Would You Live?: Germany, or a nice house closer to my city because I actually like it.

Favorite Thing(s) To Do On Weekends: Get on the computer and do my thing. (This answer is unchanged from the person I copied the questionnare from, but I resonated with it so much that I kept it).

Favorite Thing(s) To Get Clean up: What?

Favorite Magazine(s): Gothic&Lolita Bible.

Favorite Flower(s): Roses.

Favorite Number(s): 99.

Favorite Ice Cream flavor(s): Vanilla with chocolate sauce.

What Kind of Guys/Girls Are You Attracted to?: M is the only person I find attractive anymore :)

What's Your Most Embarrassing Moment?: Most of secondary school.

If You Could Change One Thing About Yourself What Would It be?: My nose, it's butt ugly.

Do You Eat Breakfast First Then Brush Your Teeth or Brush first ten eat breakfast: Who the fuck eats breakfast after brushing their teeth?!?! Not only will that shit taste weird, but you get your teeth dirty immediately after brushing them. Disgraceful.

Favorite Time of Day: Coming home from college and being able to shitpost from the comfort of my bed all evening (and night, sometimes).

Can A Guy and Girl Be Just "Best Friends?": Yeah, but I never seem to manage that with my best friend.

Do You Ask The Girl / Guy Out Or Do You Wait For Them To Come To You?: It's always just naturally happened for me, without anyone asking each other out.

Do You Mind Paying For Sex?: I'm pretty sure I'm demisexual or graysexual or whatever it is, so I do not and would not want to. It wouldn't serve me any purpose.

What's The Most Important thing In Someone's Personality: Transparency, compassion and the ability to be self-critical and poke fun.

Do you have a pager or cell phone?: A smartphone.

Favorite Sport: Anorexia.

What Was the Best Gift You Ever Received?: The laptop I'm using rn.

How Long Did This Letter Take You To Finish?: Initially, like an hour and 20 minutes. I thought it'd be shorter, but I didn't get as much sleep that night.

What Did You Listen To While Completing It?: The wind outside.

Are you or would you like to be married in the near future (next 5 years)?: I think marriage is a disgusting and archaic tradition, but if me or my partner would benefit from it in any way, I'd do it.

Don't u just hate how psychics never win the lottery?: Lottery is a tax on the poor; psychics are full of shit.


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